The clock just seems to go slower and slower as my next cycle gets closer and closer! I am getting so excited since we haven't TTCed for a long time! I am SOOOOO ready to get on the conception roller coaster again. Ask me that when I am on the second week of waiting to test and I might say something different. BUT the one thing I am totally 100% sure of------I want to be a mommy!!!! Just to look at my beautiful healthy little baby and hold it close. To smell that new baby sweet smell. To hear them say "mommy" for the first time. To see them look up at me and say "I love you". To see them play with other little kids at the park. To love them unconditionally even when they don't listen and make mistakes. To hear them giggle. To play Mr. Potato Head and dress up together. To go to basketball games and/or cheerleading practice. Through the ups and all the downs.... I want to be a mommy! '
I know this is in my future and I feel that my dream is going to come a reality soon! I am keeping positive thoughts in my head and trying to block out all those negative thoughts!! It will happen! I will get pregnant next month!! I will be a mommy!!!
3 comments:
Way to be positive! It will happen!
I know the time thing! You are such a positive thinker! I wish I were more like you. Good luck on having the time fly! Maybe it will pick up soon! Hope you are still recovering well! k
...To get up to a screaming baby 3-5 times a night...
kidding.
You guys have a great outlook - I am totally keeping everything crossed for a positive!
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